The Spiritual Wilderness
by
The Hermit of Eday
Because we share spiritual matters, we are like one standing in a desert place, shouting that we have found a small faucet of Truth, from which others may sup upon their share, either little or much.
You will not find these works advertised, or spoken about amidst the religious hierarchies who stand firm in their thoughts, that they be correct in all the things they think about Our Father.
They stand firm in traditions even unto the end, not comprehending how Our Beloved suffered under such circumstances, neither are they aware of the subtle shaping of Jesus, into a Divinity that seems to make Him everything they Want Him to be, for by this do their comforts and titles exist, and by their shaping do they remain.
The sheep Hunger for the "Voice" of the Shepherd, but "Every Echo" of their hearts only seems to bring the Wolves, and they fall upon them, and fatten them up for the kill, with the rank food of their "Own Reasoning" Self "Serving" Minds.
Thus they wander thirsting to hear that which will not be something that serves only the speaker, and their idea's of Our God.
Here you may "Read in Peace" Knowing "Nothing" is "Required" you of the writings, Except a Heart that "Searches" Out for the "Way of the Lord"
No one "Here Asking" for Belief. No one "Here Seeking" Titles. Wealth. or Power. no one indeed that "You Ever" have to "know" or to "Communicate With" for the writer "Cannot" and "Will Not" answer "Questions" him "Knowing" that "All" the things you can "Know" about God, are "Already Known" in "Your" Spirit.
When you see others who write in a different manner than this, and who spread their names amidst various titles, and publish willy nilly, whatever "Clever Weave" their Minds have "Fashioned" according to the "Evidence" of their "Own Minds" And its "Judgements" which they found in the very place their own minds, said they "Should Look"
And when they "Argue" for "Their Case" "Still Your Heart" and really "Hear" that "Their" Words, have "No Relevant Sound" from which the "Spirit Within" you may be fed, like one leaves a restaurant after a fine meal, except why do you "Still Feel" so Hungry?
"Comprehend in Stillness" the things of God, and do not Create "Fixed Structures" of "Thought" concerning "His Divine Nature" for in "Reality" they are "Unable" to "Contain" Him, Except as what "They Think He Is" and Thus "Pray" to that Instead.
The spirit of things, is very much important to your "Own Comprehension" of the things which "Surround" you. To understand or to attempt to comprehend, what we are saying concerning this matter, requires we give an example.
You leave your house as sunset begins, and before you is a Vista of Beautiful Colours, as the sky begins to match the time. Some upon this vision see only the "Mechanics" of the Moment, and can give you a blow by blow account, of "All" that is "Happening" to "Create" the "Very Beauty" which is "Surrounding" you.
[ This is the "Vision" of the "Dead" The "Work" of Satan [ the devils reasoning ] Requires you be full of the knowledge of that which "Creates the Event" but "Empty" of the "Knowledge" of Him in "Whom" the "Event Exists"
You "Cannot Compute" with your mind, what we say about our existence "Within" Our Fathers "Knowledge" of Us. The Father does "Not" See your Thoughts, when Your "Thoughts" do "Not" Contain" Him,
And "Your Thoughts" do "Not Contain" Him, when they "Contain" the Things which are "Not" of Him, which Includes the "Mechanics" of the sunset, for in reality it is "Not Required" of you to know them, it is "Only" the Devils Manner of "Reasoning" that says that you Must.
Thus if a spiritual person was looking at the sunset, and the mechanical person spoke up concerning their thoughts on the matter, the spiritual person would feel "Uncomfortable" hearing "Gods Wonders" so "Glibly" and "Emptily" put.
But is not all Creation kept through and in Gods Knowledge of it? indeed, but it is now set and bound by the physical laws which science is aware of, and science can see no sign of God's involvement.
Only the Heart can See God in His Creation, and it is the Heart of All Mankind that Satan is Against.
All this knowledge and cleverness, tell us, how comes the world a worse place now than when it started? How many begin to "Comprehend" Just "How Strong" was the "Poison" of that First Apple? All your knowledge is as "Dross and Darkness" to The Living God. The More you Know, the "More You Die"
Science will cleverly tell you how many times you can Multiply an Apple, from One Apple. Now do you comprehend why the ancient peoples chose the Apple to Signify the Trap of Knowledge? it is "Destroying" the spiritual lives of billions, because it is Self Perpetuating,
And will eventually implode into a Disaster for All Mankind. "Your" knowledge of how things work, cannot save you, why do you Lean, upon that broken Reed?
All that the Father has Created in Nature is now fixed and Entire, there is Nothing Beyond Nature, except for that which Satan creates in order that he may Control it. In reality he attempts to Control that which God claims as His Own.
Why do the Devils Thoughts always revolve around his own fallen nature? That will be answered if you comprehend why your thoughts only revolve around Yours.
Why did they Hate Jesus? for telling them in the Language relevant of the day, exactly what we speak about to you.
We are not the Devils children, we are God's Children? in Nature you are Not the Devils children, everything which is of nature about your body and being is of the Fathers Creation.
Where then in Creation is the Father? He is the Spirit of All Created Things, Not things You Create.
Why does the Devil try so hard to copy God? Because he thinks he is God, this is also why he spends fortunes trying to prove God does not exist, so that by nature you will only ever follow after things he can create, and thus Control, and thus be the Only god you will Know.
And like him you Cannot Bare "Not to Know" for "Not to Know" means "Trust" must be placed in things which are beyond your Control and Direction, this is "Anathema" to the Devil, which is why it is "Anathema" to many in humanity, living in his kingdom.
The weeds have now near covered every acre of the ground given over to His Children.
The Selfish and Self Serving, now Reign Supreme throughout this world, and thus it is Nearer the Time of Separation, for the Father Intends that "Not One Word" that He Has Spoken To You, Shall go "Unfulfilled" in its "Entirety"
We would have you comprehend that All of the Billions of God's Children who have been murdered in this kingdom, are Living in a Joy "Greater" than any words we can speak to you in explanation of it.
It must be understood some things your mind "Cannot Contain" and "Remain" living as a mortal being in this place.
It is Death for the Mind and the Body to Look Upon God, for the Looking from Without, signifies something which is "Not His Own" and In and Through Jesus, was "Fully Rejected" and "Defeated."
God is Love, but your own eyes can now see that Love is Dying Away, as the "Grossness" of our "Selfishness" pushes God further and further away from our hearts.
Few are now left in earthly population terms, who can perceive the Spirit of the Father in All Things.
Blinded by the technology that now controls all that they do, it is found the very things they create, always needs be created yet again in the next age.
This is called Progress, but progress to what and to where, few ever dare to ask.
If you said to one of them, my friend it cost fortunes for you to be able to know such or such a star is so many light years away, can you tell me how this helps the young mother dying of malnutrition and thirst, through lack of having decent food and water? they will "Gape" at you for considering the comparison, and "Questioning their Priorities" after all we do it for "All" Indeed....
For their food is knowledge, and her food, is only food. Much and Most of the worlds wealth is spent upon personal ideas that serve Only the person they spring from, especially the rich, who spend their wealth on anything "But" the Poor.
You think the world a troubled place? do you feel the tensions that division in all things is creating? the powerless rise up, only to be captured by another power.
You must begin to Look at the World differently. When you practise in Faith the things the Father has revealed in you through Jesus, then will your eyes open and you will see the foolishness of those who hold their treasures only in this place.
The world is a structured thing, entirely held together by agreement of the fallen who inhabit it, and none so fallen as he who writes.
The writer stands his ground in the strength we give him to do so. he rises and falls again, getting up his mind offers to debate the fall, he tells it to be silent, having "Recognition" of the many traps open to those who rise asking forgiveness, then "Ponder" upon the thing that needed forgiving,
Not comprehending the paradox, for the pondering upon the subject That Faith Would Know is Forgiven, shows there to be No Faith in God's Forgiveness, and such is the manner of Satan's Cunning.
Also as we have told you, the pondering can Only Lead to the Temptation Yet Again, or Worse, a Promise to God you have "No Power" to Keep.
We are now All acceptable to God through the Works of His Word done in All of us through and in Jesus who shared our humanity.
Many do not like the thought that Jesus was a human being, for it lessons the power of their excuses as human beings, enabling them to defy God, and to see Him only in a way that serves them best.
Disaster now Approaches, the time of "Self Deception" draws near, do we not already see your spot by the Cross? indeed has it not been kept warm for you all this year? [ We speak of Easter ]
From the warm place in your heart, made such from knowing its "Own Thoughts" would have been far more better than the rabble who Crucified Him. We Shudder at your Retrospective Deceptions.
Are you not the most cunning of creatures? why do you listen to your Self when it spouts such obvious deceptions? do you not comprehend? if your thoughts really spoke the Truth upon the matter, Jesus would "Not" have been Crucified,
Ah we see! "Your Thoughts" are "Better" than Theirs.
They gnash the teeth, our spirit is lifted, in "knowing" they are still alive enough, to Hear a Scolding.
What will you do? you have no power to stop our writings, for what we say is known in your spirit already, and this one has no fear of your accusations, knowing full well, it is "Not" his to "Question" what we "Inspire" him to write.
You say you know the Spirit is Always with us, but when the Spirit Speaks, a muffling blanket falls over their ears, and they can do nought else except listen to their own thoughts and ideas, and the judgements which spring from such,
Enabling them to keep their place, and to ignore the warning sign of the times, for when Our Lord Returns, it will Not be in The Vision of Their Expectations. As it Was "Not" to those of the Temple, upon the Visitation of Jesus.
Many have read Holy Scriptures, over and over again. For all of the Christians this will be seen as a duty, which it is, if you wish to do as God has commanded.
We are going to explain something now which will be very helpful within you, it will be helpful because it shall ask a question of your reasoning, in fact, we shall ask a few questions.
And though you need not try to remember them, a part of your biological brain will.
As your sciences will tell you, all that enters audibly or visually is subject to the brains storage powers, for this is how it learns, and it retains memories and knowledge of much you have no power to remember, except an event re-ignite them.
The cunning hypnotist can recall them, as can some substances found in the world of the sciences.
You need this power of memory on many levels, so that you are able to function within the society you are found, as a normal member of that society.
Imagine then you wish to do a certain work which you have an interest in, it could be flying, it could be mechanics, it could be art or anything. You will source information and study your subject, you will need to read books and learn them off by heart,
Perhaps you may be examined on the subject, as part of the process of being its master. In the end, some of those books you studied, you yourself know them so well, you could even write them complete, off by heart as they say.
How often have you been listening to Scriptures, or even reading them, whilst your mind was thinking about something else? in fact even those study books of other things could be treated in a like manner.
Why does the mind do that? because it "Already Contains" Everything it is "Hearing" or Reading. You never thought of that did you? but if you agree with the science, you can agree why your thoughts wander, when reading or hearing to much of that which it "Already Knows"
The Next time you reach out to read Scripture, or you sit to listen to it read, you will "Question Yourself" and say, what is it I am about to do?
We can tell you, though Satan hates the answer, you are "Running on Autopilot" as they say, you are doing what it "Seems Reasonable" for you to do, whilst reaching out to the subject matter, to gain a "Greater Command" of its Teaching.
Where does the writer get this knowledge? who taught him? No One, and Everyone, he finds us "Residing" as an "Inspiration" from his heart, "Content in knowing" the "Subject" "Matter" is "His" and "Ours" and "Not his Own"
in other words he lives in the "Condition" that Christ said you can "All Live Within" for he "Trusts" the "Spirit" far "Beyond" his "Own" Self.
Do you pick up a book the subject being one you have already mastered? you would not unless in a critical fashion, you already know what we shall ask next, if you read or heard scripture hundreds and hundreds of times, what has happened to the "Interior knowledge" gleaned from it? that you need to keep reading or hearing it over and over again?
Even your own science says, you must by natural law, know everything you are about to read or hear again. Thus the paradox that reason hides within is revealed, but what is its master doing?
First he is claiming that God is an "Intellectual Subject" That's why he "Forces" his "Manner" of "Reasoning Upon Him" and "Subjects Him" to It. Thus "Even God" can be "Learned" and "Mastered" and thus "Controlled" by the "Reflection" of his "Reasoning Pride"
Which ever says that nothing which cannot be proved exists, thus faith is proved merely through accepting something which reason has no proof of, [Scripture ] by imagining something different may be heard or read, when nothing different can be.
Therefore he shall fashion any image or idea of a God into a manner of reasoning, that is self perpetuating, creating a cycle of knowledge, which in reality contains nought of its apparent subject.
Does the writer Fear God and Judgement? yes, but in Full Awareness that whatever the Judgement Is, it will be the "Correct" One, for in God resides "No Mistakes"
As the Lord moved the writer to a closer comprehension of His nature, a great battle was formed, between what seemed reasonable, and what God wanted to Reveal.
Therefore a logic began to form, based upon the interior intellectual knowledge, "without" being "Subjected" to its roots, which are in the Self.
There are two minds that inhabit the body, the passing reasoning mind, which lives through the constant recycling of things already known, to create an apparent newness which is called intelligent growth, merely through their change, and there is the Mind of the Spirit.
The Mind of the Spirit does Not Pass, does Not Grow, does Not Diminish, the Mind of the Spirit is a True Constant, it Contains Your spiritual life, it is Called by Another Name, it is Known as the Kingdom of God.
It is what Our Lord revealed to His Disciples, which is now made Known in a writing, Not Open to any Truth that Reason can Fathom. For Nothing is Hidden from you, except that which is Hiding from Him. Yes, it is Your Self.
There are many writers who have described the Self, each one of them had to peel back the layers of deceptions that hide it, using various means suitable to their own lives and experience at the time, to find that which the Lord Rejects, within them and within all of us.
Each thought that you have by nature, orbits the self and reflects that which it perceives shall be to its own good, even when the cognition claims the thought and movement is for the good of another, it is still moving within only its own judgements.
The writers Faith tells him that those who need to read these things, shall find their way to them, thus if the Spirit wishes to reveal a Truth from these works, the Spirit will lead a reader to them.
This is also why you will not hear much about them, unlike those who advertise and recommend the wares of their intellect to you all.
You see Satan will have you constantly searching for the very thing you already have, he does this to many, and their whole entire lives are spent seeking for that which is Already Given.
There are questions your reasoning does not encourage you to ask, if you say you read Scripture and know Scripture, why is the subject of Spiritual Darkness constantly avoided?
Do you have an image or idea of what manner of darkness Our Lord and the Saints said shall fall upon everyone? and does it disturb you that the writer is inspired to comprehend that he lives in that very age expected by those who say they believe Scripture?
The Darkness is Not of the Physical Eye, the Darkness is that through which we must now speak to you, the Darkness has fallen Already, what will you do?
When the spirit reverts to its natural state after the bodies death, it leaves behind all that separated it from God and Humanity.
It becomes Part of the Very Kingdom of God, as we have explained to you before saying, the Kingdom is like a fine landscape painting, which cannot be seen without becoming part of its scenery.
The cause of our explaining such things in such a manner, is because reason cannot stop creating ideas concerning our meaning, for all things are subject to the judgement of the Self, and ever fall out to its own favour.
This is why the Lord spoke often in parables, because He was often speaking of things which concerned the Spirit, whilst knowing they would be fully subjected to the reasoning of men.
Thus Knowing what was in a man, shows He had already comprehended the Self and its Nature, by Dwelling with Us as Human, and Refusing All of its Suggestions that He should Defy the Father, by taking up His own cause beyond the Fathers Will, as we All Do Daily, via Our Own Fallen Will, which Reflects him who fell First.
You do not fear the times, for you do not recognise or comprehend them, even the manner of our words to you will jangle in the self, and create multiple judgements concerning the contents or the writer.
You do not even comprehend that Satan reversed Our Lords Teachings by making Pride in the Self a Virtue among men.
But where does Jesus take the Self? are you still Blind to what He took to the Cross? that thing within you had No Hold Upon Him, but rightly for the sake of Humanity did He show you what needs be done with it, for there is No Room for Self in Gods Kingdom, there is Only Room for Us, in Him.
And yes the Father has a name for Each one of us Known Only Within Him, and Each name is far greater a name than our reasoning can fathom, for each name denotes our Place in His Heart and Knowledge, and each name is related to All the other names that Live Within His Knowledge, and All the Names together spell the Name of God.
And your reasoning shall be thwarted should it look for our meaning, but your spirit will read it in Joy, for it has ability to reflect only certain things which are already of its nature, since Our Lord made us "Acceptable" again to the Father.
This work begins by first trying to put off those who have come to feed the vanity of their intellect, this is because knowledge the reader contains, is the only knowledge you can be judged in.
Thus if this work is relevant to your journey into the Knowledge of God in which Our spirits reside, and at the Kingdoms Revealing the Self is shown to have ignored God's Truth's, to worship in a way that serves the Self Only, and it says 'I' knew nothing of these things, God will See You Contain this reading, and will show the Self as the "Cause" of its "Ignoring" it.
For it is by knowledge that Satan stands before God accusing You. Again we tell you, you Cannot be Tempted by that which you have No knowledge of, knowledge is Required for Temptation to do its works within you, it can also Tempt by using knowledge of things you no longer remember, for as science has told you, it is "All" in there somewhere.
But the Reverse is True Also in a Good Sense, for All you have ever Studied with your mind is Within you Now, and that will Include the True Things Concerning God.
It is Our Work, to help you Fight Satan by Using a Logic Far Greater than his, which we all reflect as Human Beings.
Now we have spoke Truth to you all, by telling you many things which can only be submitted through one who has already submitted to God.
Many have spoken to you throughout the ages, the things which are to do with Spirit and God. Each one of them spoke in the language and with the aptitude of the Age within which they dwelt and had knowledge.
Some of you may have made your way through all of these writings, if you remain without judgement for or against them, you will not supply ammunition for that within you which cannot Hear them or Accept them,
the Self Cannot Hear anything in Truth, from which it senses Itself is "Excluded" And there is "No Truth" in Self, for God is One, and there is, No "Other" Self Besides Him.
The more you Accept you Know Nothing of God, the more can He Reveal His Spirit within you, for any who accept that their knowledge does not Contain God, accept Him in The fullness of the Faith allotted to them.
Your Self Thinks the More Information it Contains Intellectually, the greater its knowledge of the things of God. In fact the Reverse is True, for knowledge Negates the Power of Faith, for it becomes relied upon to the "Detriment" of "Spiritual Truth" which Contains it "Not" in any way which has the Power to reveal it.
That is why the writer knows these things to be beyond his creation, but we speak to you through knowledge he contains, like Satan uses knowledge you contain against God in You, to Tempt You into that which God Does "Not" Do.
You see being Ignorant of all things concerning God, the writer approached God in the same manner and fashion as we all do, and its outset is always some intellectual idea of that which needs be sought.
The goal is always subject to what we Imagine it to be.
How did the Father create the ability in this human being to have a comprehension of Him, outside and different from the intellectual knowledge he contained?
First it must be remembered that the writer has no schooling, any grammatical mistakes are his, and the spirit within his writings is what matters, for the spirit Lives in Knowledge, which is Empty of the knowledge you contain here.
Truly the writer knows that two and two is four, but the Spirit does Not Know this, the Spirit knows this because the writer knows this, in Reality the Spirit Knows Not these Things, which can Only Exist in Division.
Many live in the Error of Thinking that the Father has a Mind, Exactly the Same as the Mind of the That which is Thinking such.
The manner of our reasoning and thoughts, as they operate and live within this environment, without ability to comprehend another manner of being, means that all our thoughts are slanted to the cause of the environment in which they Exist, and from which they spring.
To Negate this power you must Negate the power of the Thoughts that spring constantly from the Self, almost as if to prove to itself its alive. The Self is Your Burden, it is the Only Burden you Carry, and it can Only be Carried Through and In Him who Offers to Carry You.
You cannot then Know God merely through using the power of your intellect, to gather imagined things known about Him through the written word or oral word, because it is from this information you shall build an object of worship, and not as He is in Reality, as Defined by, and in the Spirit of, Who He Really Is.
If you then Deny the Self All Concepts and Images of God created through the fallen reasoning processes, it thus allows God to Reveal Himself Within You, there being Nothing else Blocking the View so to speak.
The Self will ever see God in such a way that is "Not in Detriment" to its "Own Interests" and if you think we cannot be that Fallen, then you are hearing the Self finding No Fault with its life or practises, and this Worm dies in no easy manner, for its True Rejection can Only be made in and through He who Rejected it First, and it must be done in Entirety, as Jesus Rejected it to that Level.
Obviously this is Not Possible for us all to do especially for the writer, however we have a champion in Christ who is Fully Aware of Our Lot, having shared this Burden With Us, and thus in Jesus, Defeated it in us All.
How then are we so weak and sinful still? it is because we have Freedom to Choose to Reject Our Own Selves, it is then when the Heart Rejects the things of the Self, that the Holy Spirit Enables the Knowledge of God, to Fill All the Empty Spaces left behind through the Rejection of the Self.
This is why the Heart Counts in these matters, for though you fall daily as we all do, God Knows the Heart Desires to Live in His Truths, even though we have no strength in Ourselves to fulfil that Desire, still at Our End it will be Taken as Reached.
For this is the Reward of All Faith, even though we Stray so often from it. Thus again we tell you, Perfection is Found in the Seeking, and is Not Found Entire in this life, though the reward is Given Entire in the next, and each is well satisfied with their lot there, for each have found the Desire of their Hearts.
Which was always to be One in God, as we will have then become One in Him, for Truly He Is One in You, and One in All of Us.
The writer fell again, he fell because he is weak and sinful, unlike you, who we are sure can find justifications within, for all of your falls.
Yes, why does the writer fall and be sinful? indeed are you not satisfied in your own mind, that should you contain such Truths you would never fall again? his burden makes him fall,
when he rises again it is with our wings alone that he does so, for he has knowledge of all that he has done, and he was impregnated from childhood, with all the things which create his falls.
But here is the paradox, it is his falling and rising that helps keep him upon the Path of Our Truths.
Your Sins as his are not the problem, it is what you create from them that is. There are two ways to approach the problem of our own sins and weaknesses, we can accept them as part of the way we are [A Truthful Acceptance]
or we can justify each one of them, through the excuses given for them, which spring from the Self in which they Reside.
If we was not Prone to Sin, No one could ever make us fall. In The Spiritual Kingdom of The Living God, our Sins Exist no more, for that which is the author of all our sins, resides not in that place, him having already fallen from it.
So the next time you fall, rejoice that you contain the knowledge that it is a fall, but when Satan reflects within you the cause and justifications of that fall, just say to your "Own" Self, be silent, I fell because I am weak, but there is another who accepts me as I am, when I Accept the Falls are Mine.
The Day is drawing to a Close, and the Wise should begin to Seek Oil for their Lamps. The Oil produced by our Own Reasoning Self, has No Power to Ignite the Light you will Need, to Traverse the Coming Darkness and Travails.
The Godless are Leaching upon the Earths Final Resources, With Staggering Greed and Self Serving, Oozing from every Thought they have. Power Warps and Twists their Reasoning, and No Evil is Beyond their Ability to Justify It...
Such are the lives of the Weeds and the Chaff, The "Dead" Indeed walk amongst us, and make the world a Horror for those who have No Part of them, Their day rapidly Approaches as Written, and all of a sudden, their Wealth, their Titles, and Everything they "Imagined" they Owned, will be Gone in a Quick Blink....
But You O'Lord have Mercy Upon Us. Amen
